Watchers Retreat

by: Rari Coss

Rated PG-13


DISCLAIMER: It all belongs to Joss, the WB, UPN, Fox, Mutant Enemy and anybody else who feels they own it. I'm just borrowing the characters, playing with them a little bit and then giving them back, memories wiped clean, except when they ask me not to.
SUMMARY: Giles finally gets invited to a Watchers Retreat, but once he's there, somebody's killing all the Watchers
NOTES: This is set a year after Giles has left Sunnydale. And Willow is not with Tara, and Xander is not with Anya. ~~~~=flashback (there's only one)
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THANKS: To Lori Ann for her happy faces and snorts, Deb for her amazing editing skills, Ruth for keeping Giles British, and Gileswench for all the ongoing lovin'.

Watchers Retreat: Part 1

Giles looked at the invitation with an annoyed astonishment. Six years as an active Watcher, in charge of the most amazing Slayer the world had ever seen and that whole time he'd never received an invitation. Then he moves back to England, barely still functioning as a Watcher, and they send him one.

He looked at the location again. Visions of the Cotswolds ran through Giles' mind. And then were sadly dismissed. Giles let out a pained half laugh. For the first time, the Council had decided to hold the Watchers Retreat in the United States. In California. Northern California, but still…California. The land he'd run from.

The invitation was strongly worded. It was expected that all Watchers would attend. Giles lay the invitation down on the table, sighing. His status as Watcher was tenuous at best after abandoning his Slayer. If he chose to not attend this event he was reasonably certain that he'd be getting fired again. He also wondered if he was finally getting invited so they could put him up on a stage and point a finger at him and tell all the other Watchers to use him as an example of what not to do.

Giles ran a hand through his hair. He couldn't help thinking that they'd be justified in doing just that. Don't give your Slayer such latitude, don't let your Slayer date a vampire, don't let your Slayer have civilian friends, don't let your Slayer wrap you around her finger, don't come to love your Slayer, don't let your Slayer quit the Council, don't let your Slayer be raised from the dead, don't leave your Slayer, ever.

He'd been lucky. There were enough Watchers in high places that thought the circumstances extraordinary enough to allow the possibility that leaving his Slayer was perhaps warranted, even though, at this time, Giles couldn't imagine having done such a stupid and cruel thing. So, he'd kept his job, barely, and didn't even have the satisfaction of thinking that he'd done the right thing.

But some decisions couldn't be fixed. He'd tried. It had taken him a few months but Giles had finally realized that he shouldn't have left. But by then it had been too late. She had avoided his calls from the onset. He knew she was angry, he just hadn't realized how angry. When he started trying in earnest to contact her she rebuffed all attempts, refusing to talk to him, refusing to even let messages be passed along to her.

He decided to just go to Sunnydale to talk to her in person, tell her that he wanted to come back, that he'd been wrong. She was nowhere to be found. Instead, he'd found Spike. And Spike had taken entirely too much pleasure in letting him know that he wasn't welcome, reminding Giles of his own speech to Spike about there being no way to Buffy. Buffy was off limits to him. And as long as Giles was in Sunnydale, Buffy wouldn't be. So, if he didn't want people dying because the Slayer was gone, he should go on home.

Giles had left. At this time, he had not spoken to Buffy for an entire year, and was afraid that he wouldn't ever speak to her again. The thought of that was like a raw wound. A wound that didn't seem to show any evidence of starting to close.

The only people he spoke to consistently now were Anya and Dawn. He had spoken every now and then to Willow or Xander, when they were at the store. But he had sensed their discomfort at being stuck in the middle, because every time he'd spoken to them he'd begged them to get a message to Buffy for him. Giles couldn't blame them for avoiding his calls. Anya just told him no, and then talked business. And Dawn, well, she had latched onto him as her absentee father of choice, and whenever they spoke, she had so much news to tell him that he barely got a word in edgeways.

Dawn kept him current on all the news, including news about Buffy, for which he was desperate. Although most of what he heard filled him with dismay. Even with a year's passage, she wasn't doing well. She was still depressed a good deal of the time, and angry. She hung out with Spike too much, even though they weren't having sex anymore. Giles had been relived at the ending of that phase of their relationship but he couldn't believe that being with Spike so much could be good for Buffy. She needed positive influences in her life.

Giles was glad to hear that she seemed to be taking her responsibility to Dawn more seriously, and had managed to hang on to her, despite all the hovering done by Children's Services. Giles was proud of Buffy for that, and wished he could tell her so.

Giles sighed and looked down at the invitation again. Maybe a few days in the woods would be just what he needed. Some nature time, some quiet time, perhaps reconnect with the Watchers he used to be friends with. He brushed the sad thought away that he'd be so close to Buffy and yet not be able to see her. He squared his shoulders. It was time for him to move on. He needed to find his place again, and this retreat would be just the ticket.


***
By the second night, Giles was actually glad that he'd decided to come. While he had received a few odd looks when some of the Watchers found out who he was, most of them were thrilled to meet him. They were delighted to meet a Watcher who'd actually had a Slayer, someone who had come face to face with so many demons and apocalypses. It all seemed like a grand adventure to them. By the time they'd all crawled into their tents last night, Giles' voice was almost raw from answering all their questions and from the stories he had told.

Over the day, Giles had found several of his old friends, and managed to successfully dodge the Watchers, including Travers, that he wanted to avoid. They were spread over a sizeable area in the Trinity Alps. By report, there were close to 300 Watchers attending the retreat, almost perfect attendance. When the Director had spoken earlier he had commented that they had left only one Watcher at the Council Building, and that the more than capable support staff were on duty and taking care of things. The only other absent members were a few Watchers scattered here and there throughout the world where communication and travel seemed consistently difficult.

Tonight, he and about 25 other Watchers were sitting around an enormous campfire. A bottle of Scotch was being passed around and they were all pleasantly tipsy. Giles had been relieved that the classes taught today did not consist of him being made an example of. Although most of them had been a waste of time as far as he was concerned.

There had been a lecture on classifying demons, and another on new fighting techniques, and one on how to improve your researching skills. Giles listened politely to all of them and kept his mouth shut, even though he could have taught all the classes far better than the instructors they brought in. Instructors who probably had never even seen a demon, or actually had to use any kind of fighting technique in a real fight, against something that was trying to kill you.

Giles pushed those thoughts away. Those days were over. Time to move on. He passed on the bottle next time it came his way. He knew if he drank much more he'd start getting morose, and when he got morose he fixated on Buffy, and then he'd just drink himself into a stupor. Giles leaned back on the log behind him, and stared into the fire, letting the conversation around him fade away into a companionable but unobtrusive sound.

He'd missed this. People his age, people who shared his passion for knowledge, for learning, people who thought nothing of staying up all night, nose stuck in a book. Willow had come close, and he had valued her friendship, but she was young and had other priorities. Giles frowned. And magic. That was something else he felt badly about. He should have stayed for her as well.

He found himself being poked by the one of his old friends. Giles turned to him. "Yes, Daniel?"

"Why are you frowning?"

Giles gave him a sad smile. "Just some bad memories."

Daniel held up a bag of marshmallows. "Will this help?"

Giles' eyes lit up and he gave Daniel a real smile. "Yes, I think it will."

Daniel handed him a stick and gave him the bag. "Have at it, then."

Giles pulled out a marshmallow and stuck it carefully on the end of the provided stick and then edged closer to the fire. Several of his fellow Watchers were toasting their own marshmallows and he gave them all a shy grin.

He was on his third marshmallow when they all heard the cry. It started off softly but grew in volume until it was all but deafening. It seemed to come from everywhere at the same time, making it impossible to pinpoint its origin. It was unearthly and Giles could feel a panic building rapidly within him in response to it.

Being accustomed to panic he took a deep breath. Looking around he saw the panic in the other Watchers' eyes. They were all springing to their feet, poised to run. The other campsites seemed to have been similarly effected. Giles could hear frantic cries, people running. One of the men made as if to join them. Giles caught his arm. "Where are you going?"

The man pointed. "I…I just need to go." His voice was breathless with his need to flee.

"Where?"

The man looked lost for a moment, having no ready answer. "Can't you feel it?"

"I can, but until we know that we are indeed in danger, and where that danger is coming from, running serves no purpose."

He hung on to the man when the night air was again filled with the unearthly scream. When it died off they could hear even more yelling and the sounds of continued flight. Giles could see them as shadows running through the woods in all directions. There didn't seem to be any specific place to go to assist anyone, just mass pandemonium. Giles felt that adding to it would be distinctly foolish. Nevertheless, he could feel the anxiety growing around him. Giles glared at the Watchers he was with and spoke sharply to them. "No one is going anywhere. Stay."

He was gratified when they all seemed to be obeying him. He had used that glare and tone of voice to keep a pack of unruly teenagers out of danger, he trusted in his ability to keep a group of adults in line. Giles could hear scattered phrases, people calling for one another or asking what was going on. Occasionally a cry of terror rang out, quickly silenced. And the running continued.

When a third cry filled the air, Giles first made sure that the man he was still holding was all right. Once reassured, he started slowly walking around the fire. He walked outside the ring of Watchers, speaking slowly, trying to keep them calm, while he continued to try to determine what was threatening them, if anything was threatening them. The echoes of the last cry died away, leaving an eerie silence.

It was too quiet. There were at least two other campsites in close proximity and despite the snapping of the fire, he should have heard voices, especially after these events. He was tempted to yell, to see if anyone would answer him, but until he knew what was out there he hated to draw unwanted attention to their campsite. Giles cursed. "Damn." He turned to the Watchers. "Do any of you have weapons with you?"

They all looked at him, surprised at the question. Daniel answered. "I imagine some of us have knives, but that's probably it. We don't usually bring weapons to these retreats. Everything we need for practice sessions is generally provided."

There was a sound of something running through the brush straight towards them. Giles reached down and picked up one of the sturdier sticks that had been gathered for kindling. He had it up to brandish as a weapon when a woman ran into the clearing. She let out a cry of relief when she saw a group of people and she threw herself in Giles' arms. "Oh, thank God."

Giles patted her on the back, trying to remember her name. With a sigh of relief he recalled it. "Maddy, Maddy, what happened?"

She pulled back, embarrassed now. "I'm sorry. I was just so frightened."

"Did you see what it was? Did it attack anyone?"

She shook her head. "I don't think anyone saw it, whatever it was. I'm afraid we all went into a bit of a panic and started running. I was with Rich and Benjamin but I got separated from them. Then I thought I heard voices and ran this way."

Giles held her by her shoulders and looked at her. "Are you all right? Were you hurt?"

Maddy shook her head. "No, I'm fine, I just panicked." She looked embarrassed now. "I'm really sorry."

"That's all right. Adrenaline is a funny thing. You never quite know how you're going to react when it starts to pump through you. That was quite an unsettling noise."

Daniel pointed at Giles. "We'd have bolted too if it hadn't been for Rupert here."

Another voice came from across the fire. "We've got ourselves an experienced Watcher with us." It was the man Giles had kept from running.

Giles smiled briefly. "Yes, well, until we know what that thing is, I'm not sure we should be celebrating yet. We need some weapons to be on the safe side. I've got some in my tent. Those of you with knives need to get them. Just to be on the safe side, please walk in groups." As they all continued to look at him he gestured impatiently. "Go." As if released from a spell they all moved to their tents.

Giles went to his own tent and rustled around in it. He fished out a crossbow, his broadsword and scabbard, and his own collection of stakes. As he backed out of his tent he backed right into Maddy. He stood quickly, turning. "I do apologize, I didn't know you were there."

She scrunched her face up. "I'm still feeling a bit nervous. I thought I'd stick with you. I hope you don't mind."

Giles smiled. "No, I don't mind." He handed her the crossbow. "Do you know how to use one of these?"

She nodded. "Do you have any bolts?"

"Ah." Giles crawled back into his tent and brought out a black canvas bag. He handed it to her. "Bolts."

She looked down at his small arsenal. "Do you always travel with all these weapons?"

Giles let out a short laugh. "It gets to be a habit. When I was in Sunnydale you could always count on being attacked by something whenever you were unarmed."

"Sort of like it always raining the day you forget your umbrella."

Giles flashed another one of his brief grins. "Exactly." He gestured back to the fire. "Let's head back."

She moved aside so he had room to stand beside her and they both headed back to the campfire. Nerves were still on edge and everyone was talking at the same time. They all grew quiet when Giles arrived. Everyone held up his or her knife, as if for inspection. Giles doubted the ability of some of those knives to cut butter, let alone kill a demon, but it was better than nothing. "I don't know what we're dealing with. That could have been a demon cry, or it could have been some indigenous wild creature."

Suddenly the cry rent the air again, although they could tell it was farther off. While it evoked that same sense of dread, the distance helped lessen the effect. As they all started talking again, Giles thought he heard something. He held up his hand for silence. He heard it again. A cry for help. Daniel spoke. "Someone's hurt."

Giles nodded. "Yes. We need to go and get them." Giles didn't wait for volunteers. He pointed at Daniel, and the two men next to him, Steven and Wendell. "You three, you're with me." He pointed at the rest. "No one wander off. Stay close to the fire. If you don't have a knife, stay close to someone who does." He turned to Maddy. "In the bottom of my duffel bag is a first aid kit. Would you go and get it?" She nodded.

Giles pulled a stout stick from the flames, enough of it unburned to provide an easy handhold. Steven looked at him. "Why don't we just get our flashlights?"

Giles swung the torch like a baseball bat. "These make better weapons, they have a longer reach, and most demons are ridiculously frightened of fire." Within seconds the other three men followed suit and also pulled torches out of the fire. Giles flashed them a small grin. "Just try not to set anyone on fire." As Giles turned to head off he realized he didn't really know where to go. He'd have to risk making some noise. "Hello? We want to come and get you but you need to call again." To his consternation he received at least three answering responses. "Good Lord."

A woman that Giles didn't know well approached him. Giles looked down at her, waiting for her to speak. When she spoke it was with a French accent. "I am a physician. Perhaps I should accompany you."

Giles thought for a moment and then shook his head. "No, we'll bring them back here. Set up an infirmary; perhaps see who has extra bedding, towels, things we can use as bandages. I'm afraid my first aid kit won't go far. Hopefully we can get extra supplies in the morning." He peered off into the darkness. "And hopefully no one is hurt very badly."
At the woman's nod he gathered his helpers and headed off to where he thought one of the wounded was.

They actually found five. And all five had sustained serious injuries. Three of them were injured from falls taken while they were running. Giles assumed the other two had been attacked by whatever had made that cry. They were incoherent with their fear, unable to speak clearly. Giles had stumbled across both of them by accident as they went after their three other comrades. Giles wasn't even sure they realized that they were safe for the moment.

Whatever had attacked them had tried to rip them apart. One of them had a deep slash from his collarbone down to his hip. The woman who had been attacked had her back slashed. Giles was confused as to why they'd been left alive. He didn't see the point of the wounds. Until they calmed down enough to talk he wasn't going to get any answers, but the level of their fear was enough to convince Giles that they were dealing with a demon of sorts.

Once the doctor saw that Giles had some skill in first aid she left the smaller gashes for him to suture shut, while she concentrated on the larger ones. She also had two bones to try to set and immobilize with makeshift splints, and she was afraid the last Watcher they had found was having some sort of heart attack. With no medication on hand, all she could do was try to keep him still and calm. Maddy was sitting with him now, speaking softly to him.

When everyone was as stabilized as they could be, the physician walked over to Giles. "That's a pretty thorough first aid kit."

Giles smiled. "It's seen a lot of use." He pinched the bridge of his nose and let out a tired sigh. Giles looked at her. "I'm sorry, I don't know your name."

"Celiane."

"Well, it's nice to meet you, Celiane. I'm very glad you were here."

"As I am glad you were here."

Giles nodded briefly then gestured with his chin to the man with chest pain. "Will he be all right?"

"I don't know. If he's incurred some significant heart damage, then the answer is no, unless I can get him some treatment." She let out a frustrated sigh. "And the gash wounds on those two are already infected." She glanced up at Giles. "Is it possible that the infection is due to the demon? I've never seen an infection start so early and so aggressively."

Giles nodded. "Very possible."

She sighed again. "I've given them a dose each of the oral antibiotics you had in your kit, but the infection continues to worsen. They need some intravenous antibiotics."

"I'm afraid I never considered the need for such powerful antibiotics or heart medicine to treat the injuries I tended to. We always had a hospital in relatively close proximity." Giles sent her a small reassuring smile. "You're doing the best you can." He looked out into the forest. "I'm afraid there are more wounded out there. I feel I should go and look."

Daniel touched his shoulder. "I'll go and look. You've been working non-stop. We'll do some sweeps." He looked at his watch. "It will be light in a couple of hours and then we can do a more complete job."

Giles nodded his thanks. "Check in frequently please. And don't get separated. Whatever this thing is, be it natural or supernatural, I believe that cry is to cause its potential prey to run off alone so this…this thing can kill them more easily." He looked at the two Watchers who had been attacked. They were both sleeping, benefiting from the sedatives in Giles' first aid kit. He was afraid that the reason they had been left alive was because there had been too much prey last night. The pickings too easy for this creature to worry about the few who fell to the side. The quiet continued to unnerve him. It made him wonder how many Watchers had fallen tonight.

End of Part 1


Watchers Retreat: Part 2

Giles listened to one of the women crying. He felt like crying himself. Seventy-five Watchers left alive. That's all they'd managed to round up. And that included the wounded. That left well over two hundred Watchers unaccounted for. Giles couldn't believe it. Two hundred Watchers gone, maybe as many as two hundred and twenty five.

They'd found fifty bodies. A third of those were dead from falls. Racing in the dark through woods, on a mountain, had provided too many opportunities for deadly injuries. A few were dead for no identifiable reason. Shock, or fear, or perhaps heart failure. Several of those had been older. The rest of them had been mauled, torn apart and their organs eaten, their bodies left behind, like empty shells.

That still left one hundred and seventy five unaccounted for. Giles could only hope that those Watchers had run farther, perhaps making it to safety. Perhaps a few of them had already made it to the bottom and had gone for help. His biggest fear was that they were all dead, picked off one by one by the creatures that had attacked them. If the creatures had followed the bulk of the Watchers that had run, it would explain why, after those first dreadful cries, there were no further attacks for the rest of the night

They'd finally found an injured Watcher who was able to speak of what he had seen. Apparently there'd been more than one of the creatures. They'd attacked at the same time, using their cries to elicit the panic that caused so many to run.

Even more frightening was the fact that this had been deliberately planned. All the vehicles had been destroyed and the communication equipment had been smashed beyond recognition. Most of the food supplies had been contaminated and the weapons were missing. They had no way to get down off the mountain quickly, and no way to call for help. And it was clear that someone had assisted those creatures, perhaps even setting them loose, with the specific objective of killing all the Watchers.

They had twenty-three injured, and they were stranded. Two of the Watchers slashed by the creatures were already dead from the infection. It had overwhelmed their systems and they'd gone into septic shock. No one else among the injured had died, but several were headed in the same direction. A group had been pulled together to go to search all the tents for weapons, medical supplies, and anything else that might be of use. They hadn't found much. The few cell phones found were too far out of range for calls to be completed.

Only the fact that they'd been so busy had kept the few remaining men and women from falling apart. And now that they were having a quiet moment, and could truly assess the damage, it was staggering. Everyone's eyes were red-rimmed from lack of sleep and painful emotions. Everyone had lost friends, lifetime companions. And everyone knew that it wasn't over.

Giles wasn't sure when he'd ended up in charge of this ragtag group of Watchers, but here he was, standing in front of them, trying to marshal his thoughts. He finally decided that complete honesty was called for. "As you know, our situation is fairly grim." He looked at his watch. They had already spent so much time trying to gather supplies and find any more survivors. "We must assume that they will be back. It is possible that whoever did this is satisfied with what they achieved last night, but I don't believe they will be. I don't believe whoever it is will rest until we are all dead."

Giles wished he had some good news but he didn't have any. "I think that, after last night, it is clear that the creatures prefer solitary prey. They use their cry to confuse and separate their quarry. Therefore, I believe we will be safer together, and we must endeavor to stay together, and allow no one to run off if they return."

Several Watchers had informed him earlier today that the use of earplugs had no effect. Two had even been asleep with earplugs in place when the cries had started last night and they had found themselves running before they'd fully woken. They'd been lucky. They'd both fallen in their half asleep state and had somehow missed being torn apart.

He looked at the tired faces in front of him. Everyone was exhausted, most of them having now been awake for well over 24 hours. "The best case scenario is that some of us who left last night have made it to the bottom, and even now, are getting help. It took six hours to be driven here from Weaverville. However, that road was circuitous. It's possible that someone could go in a much more direct route and reach bottom in a few hours on foot."

He tapped his watch. "It's already early afternoon. While we can hope that help is on the way, we must prepare for the worst. We have people here who are too ill to be moved. And even if we attempted to move them, none of us, at this point, will get very far trying to carry them. Which ultimately means that whether we stay or whether we leave, we will end up facing these monsters again if they continue their attack tonight. I suggest that we stay and spend the next few hours trying to fortify our position. Cut more weapons, clear a larger circle for better visibility. Then, in the morning, we can try to get off the mountain."

Giles scuffed at the ground with his boot. "I know our chances are slim. And I cannot ask anyone to stay. It is possible that if you left now, you might make it to the bottom before dark. A few of you must go. We have to get some help, or more of the injured will die. I need a few of you, the most fit among you, to get us that help. If many of you choose to leave, perhaps you could take some of the less wounded with you. I will give you a few minutes to make your decision."

Giles turned away, to allow private conversation. If too many of them left, they would doom the ones staying behind, but Giles wouldn't blame any of them for leaving. While he gave them some time he looked at the weapon cache again, the few stakes and spears that some of the Watchers had started to make. According to the one coherent witness, the creatures were huge, at least seven feet tall, claws on both hands and feet, and ghastly to look at. Their faces seemed to consist of nothing but mouth.

Only his crossbow, his sword, and the spears could be used to fight. The spears, if thick enough, could double as quarterstaffs. Anyone getting close enough to use a stake would be too close to the creatures' lethal claws. And while all of them had gone through the obligatory Watchers weapons training, too few of the people here, maybe four or five, besides him, had any fighting experience worth mentioning.

Someone tapped him on the shoulder. He turned and saw Wendell. "Yes, Wendell."

"I run marathons. I'm strong. I don't really want to leave you but I'll go for help."

Giles smiled at him. "Thank you."

A woman he didn't know approached as well. "I do a lot of mountain climbing. I've actually climbed here before. I can go too." She hesitated.

Giles encouraged her. "What?"

"My husband. He climbs too, but he broke his arm last night. He'd still like to try."

Giles nodded. "Of course." Giles understood her need to take her husband with her; he just hoped he didn't slow them down too much. He looked at the three of them. "Take what water and food you'll need. You'll have no time to forage. Our lives may depend on you reaching the bottom." At their nods, he gestured. "Go. Now."

He went back to the main group. "Whoever plans to leave, you need to leave now if you hope to get down before it's dark. It's time to choose." He pointed to the three gathering what supplies they'd need. "These three will be going for help. However, if any of the rest of you reach the bottom, please call for help as well." He smiled sadly. "I don't imagine they could possibly send too much assistance."

Giles held his breath as he waited for the greater part of the Watchers to get up and leave. He let it out when he realized that only seven had risen. Two of the less wounded had risen as well. Giles nodded at them, and they quietly pulled their supplies together and within a few minutes they were ready to follow behind the first three, who had already left at a fast pace.

He looked over the remainder and counted heads. Sixty-one in total, and twenty of them wounded, some very seriously. Organizing them into groups of six or seven, he had one group try to get some sleep. Listing off the chores of kitchen duty, enlarging the clearing, foraging for wood, making more spears, gathering rocks for throwing, and helping Celiane with the wounded, Giles had the rest of them split themselves up according to preference and had them start their jobs.

Giles wished they had more time. He wished they had more reliable weapons. He wished there were more experienced fighters among them. Mostly he wished that he could close his eyes and when he opened them that Buffy would be there. Not that Buffy could necessarily kill these creatures on her own, but at least they'd have a fighting chance. Shaking his head at his own foolishness he sent a prayer skyways that the Watchers who had left would make it down safely, and then he sent a second prayer for the ones who had stayed.

***
Spike had heard about the plan. Demons with big plans like that couldn't keep their mouth shut. He'd known about it for a week. The day after he'd first heard of it he'd talked to Buffy.

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"So, Slayer, still hate your Watcher?"

There was a small hesitation, but then she answered, her voice hard. "Yes."

"Don't care if you ever see him again?"

"No."

"Still hate the Council?"

"Yes."

"Be okay with you if they just vanished then?"

"Yes." She turned to him, exasperated. "Does this stupid conversation have a point?"

"Nope, just wondering."

"Then can we just finish patrolling? I'm tired."

"Fine. Don't get your knickers in a twist."

"Shut up, Spike."

"What, you're offended because I said knickers? Luv, I've torn your knickers off with my teeth, remember?"

Buffy let out a disgusted noise and shivered. "Don't remind me." She glared at him. "Don't ever remind me."

"So does that mean you don't want a quick shag before you go home?"

Buffy rolled her eyes. "Spike, the shagging stopped months ago and it's never starting again. Ever. And if you mention it again, I'm staking you."

Spike put his hands up. "Fine. Just thought I'd ask."

"Well, don't."

Spike pointed at a vampire who had just jumped through the bushes and now stood there, menacing them. "You plannin' on killin' that?" He was busy lighting a cigarette.

Buffy let out another exasperated sigh and after a few punches she staked the vampire. "There, happy?"

"I'm practically coming in my trousers."

"That's it. I'm going home." Buffy spun on her heels and stalked away.
~~~~~~~~~

So now a week later, as far as Spike was concerned, he'd done his bit. Buffy couldn't be bothered, so he couldn't be bothered. He looked up at the sky. It would be dawn soon. Time for him to get back to his crypt. As he headed back he wondered if Giles was already dead. Spike didn't really care one way or the other, he was just curious.


***
For some reason Buffy couldn't sleep. She'd fall asleep for a few minutes but then she'd dream and the dream would wake her up. In the dreams people were running, screaming, and she felt this panic, like a live presence inside her. Every time she'd awakened her heart had been pounding, and she hadn't wanted to close her eyes again.

As the night passed her unease grew. Finally at daybreak she gave up even trying to sleep. She got up and sat by her window, watching the sunrise, trying to find a moment of peace. It eluded her. She couldn't get past the feeling that something was very wrong.

She moved out of her bedroom and went to check on Dawn. Dawn was sleeping, her breathing regular. Buffy peeked in Willow's room as well. No problems there. Buffy didn't think her other friends would appreciate a call this early just so Buffy could make sure they were all right.

Buffy headed downstairs and poured herself some juice. Maybe she'd go run. Maybe that would help. Maybe she just needed to exercise, work the dream out of her system. Going back upstairs she threw on some running clothes and slipped outside.

She paid no attention to where she was running. She just let her feet guide her. An hour later she found herself by Willy's. Buffy heard a noise in the back and she went to investigate. She found Willy emptying his garbage. "Hey, Willy."

Willy jumped a little but when he saw it was she he gave her a nervous smile. "Hey, Slayer."

"What's going on?"

"Nothing much." Then Willy looked as if he just thought of something. He pursed his lips. "Did you get ahold of your Watcher?"

"What?"

"Your Watcher. Did you tell him not to go?"

"Go where? What are you talking about?"

Willy started to look nervous. "Spike didn't tell you?"

Buffy was getting annoyed. "Tell me what?"

Willy backed away. "I thought he'd tell you. He's known for a week. Honest, I was sure he'd tell you or I'd have told you myself."

The unease that she'd been feeling for hours started to grow. "Willy, talk to me. What's going on? Where's Giles?"

"He's at a Watchers Retreat. They all are." He pointed north. "Up in Northern California."

Buffy ignored the pain she felt at the thought of Giles being here, and the fact that he didn't call her. She knew it was irrational. She knew she'd made it excruciatingly clear that she wanted no part of him, but it still hurt. Everything about Giles still hurt. Especially the part of her that wanted nothing more in life than for him to be back here with her.

Buffy knew he'd tried. She was still reasonably sure that he'd come back if she asked. But she'd been too angry before, and now, it had been too long. She didn't have any idea how to approach him. How to deal with the mountains of emotion that currently separated them. She forced her attention past the hurt and refocused on Willy. "So, he's at a retreat. What's the big deal?"

"It's a trap. All the Watchers…" Willy swallowed.

Her stomach was churning, tendrils of dread coiling in her gut. "All the Watchers what?"

"Someone wants them dead. It started last night. I'm sorry, I really thought you knew."

Buffy's voice was tight. "What do you mean someone wants them dead. How can someone just kill all the Watchers?"

"It's this demon. He hates them. It started a few Slayers ago. This demon killed a Slayer, back in England. So, the Watcher went crazy and started a war against this guy. Got a bunch of his Watcher buddies involved and they went out and killed every one of his kind they could get their hands on. Apparently it was quite a bloodbath. Anyway, this demon's been plotting his revenge against the Council ever since."

"So, he's just planning on killing them all?"

"Yup, no more Watchers, no more Slayers. Demon heaven. At least that's what he says."

"How's he doing it?" Buffy still couldn't believe a demon could kill that many Watchers. Sure, if they were all like Wesley they'd be in trouble, but some of them had to be like Giles. Some of them had to know how to fight.

"He messed around with some experiments and made these things. I haven't ever seen them, I guess no one has, but he seemed pretty sure that they'd get the job done."

Buffy refused to even consider that Giles might be dead. "Where are they? Where's the retreat?"

"In the Trinity Alps." He sent Buffy a cautious look. "It's a big area. And it's like a ten or twelve hour drive from here. And I don't know where the actual retreat is happening. The only reason I remember the Trinity Alps is cuz that's a bad area, bad stuff happens there. I thought it was a weird place for the Watchers to be getting together. You'll never find them."

"I'll find them. And I'll find Giles. And he's not dead." Having Giles be across the ocean from her was bad. Having him not be a part of her life in any way was worse. Having him dead was not bearable. He needed to be alive so she could call him sometime, forgive him, and ask him to come back. If he were dead, it would be too late.

Willy smiled sadly at her. "I don't…"

Buffy yelled at him, interrupting him. "He's not dead."

"I just don't want you to get your hopes up. This demon sounded pretty sure of himself."

"I don't care. He's not dead." She gestured into the bar. "I need a map. Do you have a map?"

Instead of going to the bar Willy walked to his car and opening the door he snapped open the glove compartment. He pulled out a stained and tattered map of California. "Here."

"Show me."

He unfolded it and pointed to the Trinity Alps. Buffy could have cried. There was so much of it. Willy pointed to the town of Weaverville. "If you're gonna go, go here. Then ask around. Maybe someone will know where they went."

Buffy nodded tersely and she grabbed the map. Without another word she turned and ran.

Willy watched her go. "Poor kid." Shaking his head he started shoving the garbage bags into the dumpster.


***
Spike found himself being thrown across his crypt. Buffy was screaming at him. "You knew? You knew and you didn't tell me?"

Spike picked himself up and kept a good distance between them. He knew immediately what she was talking about. "So what if I did?"

"All the Watchers are there, that means Giles is there."

Spike shrugged. "I asked you if you cared if you saw him again, you said no. I asked you if you cared if the Council just vanished, you said no."

"That doesn't mean I want him dead. It doesn't mean I want them all dead."

"What difference does it make? If you don't ever plan on seeing Giles again, why does it matter if he's alive or dead?"

Buffy lunged at him and shoved him against the wall. "It's Giles. You had no right to keep this from me."

Spike moved away again. "Well, not much I can do about it now. They're probably all dead already."

Buffy was having none of it. "He's not dead."

"I don't get why you care."

"It doesn't matter. He's not dead and I'm going to find him, and I'm going to bring him home."

Spike shook his head. "You can't kill these things."

"I've killed a lot of things that can't be killed. What do you know? What are they?"

"He bred 'em. He bred 'em so they were unbeatable."

"Everything can die."

"You gotta get close enough to chop its head off, and you can't. It's tall and has a long reach, so you can't get it by a frontal attack. The sound of its voice works on a human's nervous system, makes them panic."

Buffy thought back on her dreams. She had dreamed this. They'd been prophetic dreams. As she had laid in bed, Watchers were being killed, maybe Giles… Buffy shook her head. "What else?"

"That's all I know."

"What about this demon? How can he be killed?"

"Usual way, nothing special about him except his lust for revenge. You gotta admire that."

Buffy punched Spike. She stared at him as he lay on the ground. "You should have told me."

Spike tested his jaw. "No use crying over spilled milk. It's done, Slayer."

She shook her head. "He's still alive. I'm going up there and I'm getting him."

Spike stood and stared at Buffy. He saw the resolve on her face. "Fine, let me get my coat. We can take my car."

"I'm not asking you to go. I don't want you to go." She took a step toward him and Spike took a step back. "If any of the Watchers are dead, and you are still here when I get back, I will stake you. If Giles is dead, even if you're gone, I will hunt you down, and I will kill you. Get out of town, and don't come back, and pray that Giles is still alive."

Spike rolled his eyes. "You've been threatening me for years. The blush is off that rose."

Buffy had her stake out and had it against his chest, pointing at his heart, before he could even react. She looked at him, deadly serious. "I'm doing you a favor. When I bring Giles back, after I tell him that you knew, that you could have prevented this, he'll kill you anyway. If you're still in town, you're dead either way, whether I come home with him or without him. The only thing that's gonna save you is if I die up there too."

Spike tried to push her hand away, unsuccessfully. "Look, if you're gonna be that way about it, let me come. I can help."

"I don't want your help. I'm not letting you near Giles. And I'm not gonna make Giles have to deal with you. Be gone, Spike. I mean it. Recess is over." With that she pulled the stake away and stalked out of his crypt.

Spike sat down on the ground. "Shit." Running his hand through his hair he began trying to figure out where Dru might be. Maybe it was time for a visit.


End of Part 2
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